Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Out of the Institution

Institute is finally over. For our last day, we had a writing celebration for our class and each student presented their non-fiction book. Sabrina illustrated her book about schools. She taught us about the different types of schools in New York City. In her "about the author" section, she encouraged all of us to try school out because we might like it too! I will miss students like Sabrina. She always helped others, worked hard, respected her peers, and had a smile on her face. Her grandmother and little sister came to hear her read her book on the last day of school. Sabrina's eyes lit up when they walked into the room, and she was all smiles as she read her book aloud to the class.

Each student worked so hard on their books! Some of them even asked if they could take them home to work on them. Students asking for homework at Public School 86! Ms. Tybinka and I were truly lucky to have such a wonderful class. Here is a picture of everyone with their books.

I love the different personalities that come in a classroom. From math wizards to students who have an opinion on EVERYTHING, we had a classroom culture that invited everyone to speak, to work hard, and to enjoy in each other's achievements.


Institute gave us a crash course on how to become a teacher. All I know is that I have long way to go. One day, I walked around my classroom checking on individual students. One of my students, always had a smile on his face and acted like he understood. Immigrating from Yugoslavia a year earlier, he did a great job at answering verbally to my questions during the lesson. I thought he understood the concepts and how to do the assignment. My advisor had been pushing us to give students books that were on their reading level. Thinking most of my kids were near the same 4-5 grade level, I created a worksheet that I believed was on each student's level. As I checked on this particular student, he had already written an answer. I asked him, "How did you get this answer?"

He just smiled. I noticed it was wrong, so I said,"Will you read the question for me?"

As he began to read, he struggled with pronouncing the different letters and making words out of the sounds. He could not read it! It really hit me that I was not doing my job because I expected him to read at a fifth grade level when he was reading on a first grade level! Even though he acted like he understood, his literacy ability hindered him from truly mastering the concepts. I realized I need to know the needs of my students before I can help them achieve high expectations.

I have a long ways to go!

Institute seems like a blur. We are out of the St. John's/ TFA bubble. I will not miss the school bus that picked us up in the crisp morning air, and dropped us off after we peeled ourselves from the sweaty, sticky seats. I will miss walking five flights of stairs to PS 86 room 504 and witnessing fifteen of the brightest minds in the Bronx at work.

My favorite educators loved what they taught and helped me love the subject too. Who inspired/influenced you?

8 comments:

Megan Zurcher said...

What will you do now that Institue is over? Will you stay in New York?

emm said...

We have orientation right now. I am coming home to Salt Lake on Friday! Then, I will be in my own classroom this fall! 6th grade: math and science.

The Bish Fam said...

Em...

It sounds like you have had quite an experience! Teaching is definitely hard work - just when you think a student gets it, something throws you for a whirl. I definitely think that it is the hardest, yet most rewarding job there is. Sometimes it takes awhile to get to the rewards - but the moment a child discovers something or learns something new is priceless!

I have many teachers that have really inspired me including my 6th grade teacher Mrs. Jones and Mrs. Baskin. I think teachers who have a passion for what they teach make all of the difference. They push you and help you to reach new limits! It sounds like you have learned so much!

So will you go back to New York or do you teach somewhere else?!

Katie said...

I'm glad Institute is over, although I'm not sure you're headed for such a break :). It's so neat to hear about the kids and their stories. Wow, they are all so lucky to have you.

Love you Em!

Callie said...

OK, I keep waiting for you to post something new before I comment, but I cannot wait any more. I hope all is well in NYC ... I am seriously coming to visit you soon! And I love your blog! Good luck with starting school. You will be fabulous!

Jen and Ty said...

I know you posted this a while ago, but I want you to know that I love your blog and I love you! I am looking forward to an update!

J. said...

Emily! I have wanted to email you, but only have your byu address...what is your new one? Your blog is of course fabulous. I talked to Cal, and she told me about your teaching sauga. My first year was rough, and I hand it to you for braving it in NYC. You're amazing. I'm thinking of you and hope all is well! xoxo Jennie LaFortune

Nicole said...

emily,

i found a link to your blog on our other emily's blog, and was so excited to read about your experiences with teaching. i'd love to read more if/when you have time to post--i'm sure your life is crazy busy.

nicole